IT’S OVER NOW

Makakahinga na ako ng maluwag. The quarterm has ended. My grades are in and I (miraculously) passed all of them…though I’m not sure if I really deserved it. I don’t know. I always got the feeling that I’ll always pass my subjects. It’s like God is always making sure that I’ll finish the course without a 5.0 in any of my class cards. Plus, I experience recurring dreams. I always dream of a superhighway, a street or anything related to roads and vehicles. According to DreamMoods, it means that it represents your sense of direction and your life’s path (and also the pursuit of your goals.)

 

Could this mean that I’m destined to finish this course and become a successful programmer someday? I dunno…I can’t see myself 1 and a half years from now. Nagtatrabaho na kaya ako nun? These feeling make me feel overconfident. There are times that I don’t really study but ended up passing the subject. Siguro swerte lang ako sa prof. Siguro I have to fail at least once para maramdaman ko naman ang feeling na magkaroon ng bagsak. Kaya lang naman ako determined pumasa lagi e dahil sa scholarship ko (Muntinlupa Scholarship Foundation…thank you Mayor Fresnedi). I need to get 2.0 below (weighted average).

There are times na feeling ko hindi para sa akin ang ComSci. There are so many things that I need to learn to be Comsci graduate. Feeling ko, 10% pa lang ang alam ko. Kahit gusto ko pang matuto ng iba, parang walang time. Mabilis kasi ang Mapuan life e. A semester is just a span of 3 months (almost 10 weeks), that means a major exam almost every week and a project needs to be done in less than 2 months. Holy shrimp! I really need a break!!

And now that it’s all over. I need to be prepared for another one hell of term. Next week, enrollment na and the second sem starts on October 3. Anong klaseng sembreak yan? Kaya siguro tamad ang Mapuans kasi kulang kami sa sembreak. Laging may hangover.

I must relax now and worry no more. When I said relax, it means that I’m gonna have movie marathons. Rent several movies and sit on the couch the whole day.

Yesterday nga I treated myself by watching “Fellowship of the Ring” again(!) but this time I brought the stereo and TV (and DVD player) inside my mother’s bedroom and soundproofed it. (Yeah I know…a real LOTR geek…can’t help it.) Wheew…What an amazing experience. Dumadagundong ang buong kwarto kahit hindi 5.1 speaker ang sound system namin. It still surprises me that despite seeing this film several times, it still affects me. Wala paring kupas. Buti nga pagbukas ko ng kwarto, kumpleto pa gamit namin sa bahay.

GTG, I have a lot of plans this one-week sembreak: post several blog entries, learn Flash, watch movies., eat and sleep…Thank God! I passed Java.

 

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